About two weeks ago, I was on a bus and I felt really bad and wanted to grumble to God about so many things that did not work just right even if I did just right. I was melodramatic: 'Can't things just work out fine for everyone? I'm dying here, can't they see? Maybe, I should just give them all up to the world to devour.'
I was physically exhausted for almost a whole day of travel via land and water. (I actually went through a very scenic mountain road, but, was not able to appreciate it at all.) I had no strength to defend myself against so many negative thoughts, my emotions were getting hyped and I was almost very near self-pity and tears. (I always take the window seat.)
Then, I saw twin rainbows in the sky. It was raining on some mountains and the rays from the setting sun made two great colorful bows. My focus was shifted and God reminded me things will work out just fine, His way, His time.
I so admire Moses. How I wish I was simply as forebearing as he was with the Israelites. However, it is my prayer that God's people will simply realize and came to their senses that God love them so much to raise leaders such as Moses. And for giving Moses such endurance to carry them up to the border of their promise land.
Hear if you have ears.
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