The past few days had been really frustrating, not because God is not awesome. But, simply because He showed me how immature and how emotional I was on so many things. I had a lot to learn. But, what is it God wants me to learn?
To wait patiently. To wait patiently for His leading, for His answer.
In waiting, you'll learn that everything takes time. Everyone takes time to learn. Not everyone has the same pacing or learning curve. Not everyone has the same priorities. What a world will it be when everyone is the same as just everyone. I am only accountable for my own obedience or disobedience to His commands. It will be useless for me to carry someone else's load when it is not for me to carry it. I have to learn to only say Yes to God, and to God alone. and before I could say yes, I must really know if it was or is God or it can only be someone else's voice.
I'm a bit afraid I had cascaded my immaturity to people who read this blog OR that what they get from my writings are 'oh my gosh!' and 'oh my gosh!'. I hope not. I hope it is God they see. If not, I would keep my fingers from typing and my heart from sharing.
God bless you all! Only Jesus deserves all worship.
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